honey,,

where r u now?

u know how much i miss u,,

why did u go alone ,, leave me here alone

didn't u care me ,, didn't u love me ,, didn't u worry of me

i beg god to let me dies is better than i still live without u

who i gave all my love ,, my life ,, my all is u ,, 

i've so many words in my mind but i can't let it through,,

i can't even sing ur song,, i can't accept this happened

i want to lies myself ,, i wanna live in the world i build

i hate the true ,, the true always hurts me ,, the true never into the same things i wants

oh darling... i don't want to breath at all ,,

if i can turn back the time ,, i wouldn't wake up in that morning!

i wouldn't know what i don't want to ,, i would be able to sleep with u & belong to u forever

we will never part ,, we will be together forever ,, over the time

would u hold my hand michael,,

would u take me to ur Neverland i wanna play with u like a child

i've a childlike )) i can do what u do ,, i can understand what u wants ,,

& my childhood wasn't so bad ,, they're okhappy for normal life,,

we could spend happy times together in a better place it belong urs & mine ))

now i'm living here the same place,, u don't took me with,,

so could u promise me u'll waiting for me till that day we belong together

i don't know how long it come ,, i'll waiting & praying

to see u very very soon ...

hope u will be happy & have fun while waiting me,,

surely u won't being alone,, there're many kids waitinh for u,,

u r their hero ,, u r their daddy ,, they all needs u so bad,, 

living with them dear,, let them have fun that they need to,,

& u b able to do evething u want ,, no one can break u ,, it's ur own world"!!

so michael go no""!!! u r free now ,, u r free ,, & u can fly...u r Peter Pan""!!

oh my darling ,, i'm glad for u ,, it's a what u want isn't it ?

U got it dear ,, u got it now ,, u really got it ,,//

*Pls.. give me a stright to be strong... i love u♥

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soo" what are u doing now?:)

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